Friday, October 3, 2008
Tape Treatment 10.03.2008
Ike put this kinesia tape on the incisions/wounds/scars to see if it would help with the puckering or indenting of the wounds. If it does, great, and if not, no harm, just a little tape.
Friday, July 4, 2008
4 Weeks After Radiation
These pictures were taken 29 days after my last radiation treatment.
There is still discoloration under the breast, and the top of the breast, and around the axillary incision.
The skin is mostly healed, with some peeling still on the nipple, in the fold at the base. The incision on the breast looks really good, and the axillary incision is still red/brown. You can see the fullness, too, around the axillary incision. Ike can move that fluid from there, and when she's done, the skin is flat.
Straight on. As the breast is healing, it's drawing up. You can see the dimple of the incision on the breast.
Leaning forward, you can see the difference in the sizes. Surprising to me, there's not much difference in the fit of the bra cups at this time.
This will be the last of the breast pictues for a while. Now that it's healing and looking mostly "normal" (or, the new normal) I'm going to reclaim them.
I plan to do pictures at intervals--maybe 6 months and 1 year--to see just how it does.
Thank you for taking this journey with me. If these photos have helped you, please comment--I love feedback.
There is still discoloration under the breast, and the top of the breast, and around the axillary incision.
The skin is mostly healed, with some peeling still on the nipple, in the fold at the base. The incision on the breast looks really good, and the axillary incision is still red/brown. You can see the fullness, too, around the axillary incision. Ike can move that fluid from there, and when she's done, the skin is flat.
Straight on. As the breast is healing, it's drawing up. You can see the dimple of the incision on the breast.
Leaning forward, you can see the difference in the sizes. Surprising to me, there's not much difference in the fit of the bra cups at this time.
This will be the last of the breast pictues for a while. Now that it's healing and looking mostly "normal" (or, the new normal) I'm going to reclaim them.
I plan to do pictures at intervals--maybe 6 months and 1 year--to see just how it does.
Thank you for taking this journey with me. If these photos have helped you, please comment--I love feedback.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Hair, 06.30.2008
These pictures were taken June 30, 2008, after my second haircut.
Notice the eybrows and eyelashes!! The lashes are full, and between half and full length.
The hairdresser, Lauretta, says she thinks it's much thicker than before, and definitely wavy. I don't know that I'll let it grow out much more than what it is in the back; that's how short I kept it Before. The top is what feels so much different to me.
Notice the eybrows and eyelashes!! The lashes are full, and between half and full length.
The hairdresser, Lauretta, says she thinks it's much thicker than before, and definitely wavy. I don't know that I'll let it grow out much more than what it is in the back; that's how short I kept it Before. The top is what feels so much different to me.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Breast Pictures 06.22.2008, 17 Days Done
These pictures were taken 17 days after completing radiation treatments. The skin is much improved, though I'm still using silvadene ointment on the nipple and areola where the last of the "flakes" came off, and aloe vera/elta cream on all of the other skin.
There is still discoloration of the radiation field in general, and the smaller field is discolored, too. The swelling is less in general, but, talk about itch. It itches from the inside, and sometimes aches, too.
There is still discoloration of the radiation field in general, and the smaller field is discolored, too. The swelling is less in general, but, talk about itch. It itches from the inside, and sometimes aches, too.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Breast Pictures 06.14.2008
These were taken June 14, 2008, nine days after completing radiation treatments. The areola and some of the skin above it sloughed off, revealing new pink skin under it. But there are still small areas of dried, almost scabby looking, flakes. I'm one to pick at things, but these flakes I'm leaving alone.
The breast is swollen and full, as well as tender. After a lymph treatment with Ike, the axillary (underarm) incision is nearly smooth, as is the one on the breast.
On the outer side of the breast where is is shiny and looks almost leathery, that's how it feels to touch it. Kind of like leathery plastic. Very strange.
The breast is swollen and full, as well as tender. After a lymph treatment with Ike, the axillary (underarm) incision is nearly smooth, as is the one on the breast.
On the outer side of the breast where is is shiny and looks almost leathery, that's how it feels to touch it. Kind of like leathery plastic. Very strange.
06.10.2008 Areola Wipe-Off
After my shower Tuesday, I was toweling off, being ever-so-careful with that tender nipple and breast. I patted the water, and--OH MY GOSH!!!! WHAT"S THAT?!?!? It looked like eraser stuff on my skin. You know, the dark skinny rubbery stuff the eraser leaves behind? I looked again, and realized my skin is rubbing off!!!! whoa. Take a breath. My heart's beating pretty fast. I looked again. Oh my gosh. It looks like all of the colored skin is sloughing off. Just rolling up and coming off. Well, that ink stain rolled off, too. And it's pink underneath it. That's ok.
As I realized it didn't hurt to come off, and it was going to come off anyway, I debrided (removed dead tissue) what I could and cleaned it up. I then applied silvadene ointment and aquaphor to the pink, newly exposed skin, and aloe vera/elta cream mix to every place else.
These pictures are 5 days after completing radiation treatments.
As I realized it didn't hurt to come off, and it was going to come off anyway, I debrided (removed dead tissue) what I could and cleaned it up. I then applied silvadene ointment and aquaphor to the pink, newly exposed skin, and aloe vera/elta cream mix to every place else.
These pictures are 5 days after completing radiation treatments.
06.07.2008 2 Days Done
These pictures were taken Saturday, June 7, 2008, two days after completing 30 radiation treatments. Total of 60 gray (centigray?) of radiation.
Red and swollen, yes, it's sore.
You can see the back side of the axillary incision; the lighter areas is what has sloughed off.
And under the breast, too, where it's shiny. That's trying to heal. The areola has raw areas, too.
Straight on. The left breast is drawing up.
That's leaning forward again.
Red and swollen, yes, it's sore.
You can see the back side of the axillary incision; the lighter areas is what has sloughed off.
And under the breast, too, where it's shiny. That's trying to heal. The areola has raw areas, too.
Straight on. The left breast is drawing up.
That's leaning forward again.
These are pictures of the
06.05.2008 Radiation Positioning
These pictures were taken on my last day of radiation treatment.
This is me on the table, with the extender thing on. What that does is narrow the field, and at the end closest to me, it has a custom made lead insert that shapes the radiation field to the markings that Doctor made. (see for that picture).
It's sometimes creepy how close that (what I call it) snout comes to me. I just try to tell myself it's all positive, to make sure the cancer doesn't return in that breast. Positive Rays.
This is me on the table, with the extender thing on. What that does is narrow the field, and at the end closest to me, it has a custom made lead insert that shapes the radiation field to the markings that Doctor made. (see for that picture).
It's sometimes creepy how close that (what I call it) snout comes to me. I just try to tell myself it's all positive, to make sure the cancer doesn't return in that breast. Positive Rays.
06.03.2008 Breakdown Treatment
(Most of this is copied from my other blog site, http://www.kathyjean.blogspot.com/ ,
http://kathyjean.blogspot.com/2008/06/tuesday-632008-doctor-day.html )
Tuesdays are "Doctor Day" at the radiation center, and after the zap, we wait to be called by the nurse and shown to an exam room. Melissa sees me come back from the radiation treatment, gets my chart, and calls us back.
After a bit of small talk, she looks at my breast. Oww, she said. Yeah, I said. The nipple and areola really hurt, and it's open under here, and it broke down over the axillary incision about 3 this morning. She listens and looks. Ok, she said. How about some silvadene cream?? And you know, let's do a hydrogen peroxide treatment, too. Ok? Sure. They're the experts. She soaks some gauze pads (sponges) into a half-strength H2O2 solution, squeezes it out until very wet and almost dripping, and lays the on my very reddened, skin sloughing breast. AHHH--That's cold! Why didn't we wait for a hot flash?? She laughed. She had padded me with a large blue pad, so that was absorbing the stuff. She left it on for about 10 minutes, and when she took it off, it did feel better, and a lot of the redness was gone, too. Hm, very good. She asked about the silvadene cream and I said sure. Whatever you need to do, you're the one familiar with this stuff....I lay there on the table, "air drying". Melissa goes out to get supplies, and Dr. DeBiose comes in. He shakes hands with us, and looks at my breast. That looks good, he says. It held up pretty well. He basically just looked at me and told us that we've got 2 more treatments, that I'll have a follow up with him in 4-6 weeks, and if we have any questions, call. Alrighty then. We small talked for a minute, he shook hands again, and left the room.Melissa came back in with several items in her hands. She set them on the counter, and proceeds to do her nursely things: opening packages, setting things out where she wanted them, and chattering all the while. She squeezed a bunch of silvadene cream onto a telfa pad and placed it under my breast. She squeezed silvadene cream and aquaphor onto a half of a telfa pad and placed it on my nipple. Then she squeezed some silvadene cream onto the end of another telfa pad and stuck it to the axillary incision. I'm holding these with my own hands, and she has a long piece of tubular netting, maybe 30 inches or so, which she has snipped and cut. She puts this over my head, then one arm at a time, pulling it down over my chest. She slips a dry gauze pad over my healthy nipple, and declares me good to go. And this is what I ended up with.
I ended up leaving this on for the rest of the day. I did several more of the H2O2 (hydrogen perroxide) soaks over the next few days until the skin stopped feeling so "raw". After that, I just kept the breakdown areas treated with the silvadene cream, and the other skin treated with the aloe vera/elta blend.
http://kathyjean.blogspot.com/2008/06/tuesday-632008-doctor-day.html )
Tuesdays are "Doctor Day" at the radiation center, and after the zap, we wait to be called by the nurse and shown to an exam room. Melissa sees me come back from the radiation treatment, gets my chart, and calls us back.
After a bit of small talk, she looks at my breast. Oww, she said. Yeah, I said. The nipple and areola really hurt, and it's open under here, and it broke down over the axillary incision about 3 this morning. She listens and looks. Ok, she said. How about some silvadene cream?? And you know, let's do a hydrogen peroxide treatment, too. Ok? Sure. They're the experts. She soaks some gauze pads (sponges) into a half-strength H2O2 solution, squeezes it out until very wet and almost dripping, and lays the on my very reddened, skin sloughing breast. AHHH--That's cold! Why didn't we wait for a hot flash?? She laughed. She had padded me with a large blue pad, so that was absorbing the stuff. She left it on for about 10 minutes, and when she took it off, it did feel better, and a lot of the redness was gone, too. Hm, very good. She asked about the silvadene cream and I said sure. Whatever you need to do, you're the one familiar with this stuff....I lay there on the table, "air drying". Melissa goes out to get supplies, and Dr. DeBiose comes in. He shakes hands with us, and looks at my breast. That looks good, he says. It held up pretty well. He basically just looked at me and told us that we've got 2 more treatments, that I'll have a follow up with him in 4-6 weeks, and if we have any questions, call. Alrighty then. We small talked for a minute, he shook hands again, and left the room.Melissa came back in with several items in her hands. She set them on the counter, and proceeds to do her nursely things: opening packages, setting things out where she wanted them, and chattering all the while. She squeezed a bunch of silvadene cream onto a telfa pad and placed it under my breast. She squeezed silvadene cream and aquaphor onto a half of a telfa pad and placed it on my nipple. Then she squeezed some silvadene cream onto the end of another telfa pad and stuck it to the axillary incision. I'm holding these with my own hands, and she has a long piece of tubular netting, maybe 30 inches or so, which she has snipped and cut. She puts this over my head, then one arm at a time, pulling it down over my chest. She slips a dry gauze pad over my healthy nipple, and declares me good to go. And this is what I ended up with.
I ended up leaving this on for the rest of the day. I did several more of the H2O2 (hydrogen perroxide) soaks over the next few days until the skin stopped feeling so "raw". After that, I just kept the breakdown areas treated with the silvadene cream, and the other skin treated with the aloe vera/elta blend.
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Radiation Treatment Center, Lansing, Michigan
The rectangle on the bottom of the machine is the x-ray plate.
One of 2 change rooms. The other is to the left of that. The exam rooms are in front of the nurses' desk, you can see one of the doors.
After 26 Radiation Treatments 05/31/2008
These pictures were taken Saturday morning, after 26 radiation treatments. The whole breast field was done after 23 treatments, and I've had 3 treatments with the smaller field that focuses on the wound bed. Most facilities refer to these smaller fields as "boosts", but the dose of radiation is the same, 2 gray, for me. The smaller field is identified in a previous posting labeled Radiation Markings 05.22.2008
Unfortunately, though, my skin has finally started to break down.
This picture shows pretty good the top of the radiation field under my arm, above the axillary incision. The incision has turned a reddish purple, and the lymph fluid is collecting above the incision in the armpit, and in the shoulder and back under the shoulder blade. This picture looks like there is fluid around the back near the bottom of the ribs; and that may be, but some of it may be just plain fat. It's discolored around the areola, too, and the area of breakdown is under the breast.
This shows the discoloration under the arm, and how full the breast tissue is around both of the incisions. Ike, the lymph specialist, is able to massage these areas and move the fluid out so that the incisions lay nearly smooth.
Straight on, the redness under the breast. The areola and nipple are really full. The nipple itself is prickly, as is the areola directly below.
Almost able to see the entire square of the radiation field.
Under the breast, the area of breakdown. In the fold, the whole top layer of skin has come off. It is shiny/smooth/moist, and I keep it slathered with the aloe vera/elta cream mixture. It doesn't hurt too bad, only when the ointment is gone and/or when the tylenol/motrin wears off.
Unfortunately, though, my skin has finally started to break down.
This picture shows pretty good the top of the radiation field under my arm, above the axillary incision. The incision has turned a reddish purple, and the lymph fluid is collecting above the incision in the armpit, and in the shoulder and back under the shoulder blade. This picture looks like there is fluid around the back near the bottom of the ribs; and that may be, but some of it may be just plain fat. It's discolored around the areola, too, and the area of breakdown is under the breast.
This shows the discoloration under the arm, and how full the breast tissue is around both of the incisions. Ike, the lymph specialist, is able to massage these areas and move the fluid out so that the incisions lay nearly smooth.
Straight on, the redness under the breast. The areola and nipple are really full. The nipple itself is prickly, as is the areola directly below.
Almost able to see the entire square of the radiation field.
Under the breast, the area of breakdown. In the fold, the whole top layer of skin has come off. It is shiny/smooth/moist, and I keep it slathered with the aloe vera/elta cream mixture. It doesn't hurt too bad, only when the ointment is gone and/or when the tylenol/motrin wears off.
Monday, May 26, 2008
After 22 Radiation Treatments 05262008
Monday May 26, 2008
Pictures today after 22 radiation treatments. The first one shows where the radiation field is under the arm, and the fullness in the breast. That fullness is probably lymph fluid, and after a therapy treatment with Ike it looks less full. The second picture shows no cording!!, also thanks to Ike. The armpit looks full to me, especially above the incision and towards the back.
This next picture shows the change in color under the breast, and the bottom of the square of the radiation field. Can you see the tattoo at the bottom?
These two pictures show how the breast is changing, "drawing up". Is that what they mean when they say "perky"?
Overall, the skin is holding up pretty good. It's a little prickly sometimes, especially on the nipple, and sometimes underneath the breast. The breast tissue is sore/tender in the woundbed primarily, and lets me know, but the whole thing is tender when poked at lightly. I am taking 400 mg of ibuprofen (motrin) and 1000 mg acetaminophen (tylenol) in the morning, and sometimes a couple more times throughout the day/evening for the nagging discomfort.
The breast itself feels better with a bra on. I wear a 100% cotton sports bra, 2 sizes bigger than usual, that closes in the front with 6 hooks and eyes. I only close the bottom 3, as the top is too much pressure on the breast tissue. At home, though, I've just been wearing a cotton tee shirt. Of course, I'm putting aloe vera on the radiation field, at least twice a day, if not more. It's a little itchy and prickly. I am mixing about equal parts of Fruit of The Earth 100% Aloe Vera Gel with Elta Cream. It makes a creamier base than just the aloe alone, and seems to be working well for me, so far.
I also have intermittent nausea underlying my general discomforts. I have the compazine and zofran leftover from chemo, and have used the compazine a couple of times.
I enjoy a nap, sometimes two; I usually rest for 30 minutes or so, but have slept an hour and a half once. That surprised me.
I have taken these pictures for myself, to photo-document the changes, and posted them to help ease other people's fear of this whole process. I hope it does. Let me know!! Thank you for stopping by.
Pictures today after 22 radiation treatments. The first one shows where the radiation field is under the arm, and the fullness in the breast. That fullness is probably lymph fluid, and after a therapy treatment with Ike it looks less full. The second picture shows no cording!!, also thanks to Ike. The armpit looks full to me, especially above the incision and towards the back.
This next picture shows the change in color under the breast, and the bottom of the square of the radiation field. Can you see the tattoo at the bottom?
These two pictures show how the breast is changing, "drawing up". Is that what they mean when they say "perky"?
Overall, the skin is holding up pretty good. It's a little prickly sometimes, especially on the nipple, and sometimes underneath the breast. The breast tissue is sore/tender in the woundbed primarily, and lets me know, but the whole thing is tender when poked at lightly. I am taking 400 mg of ibuprofen (motrin) and 1000 mg acetaminophen (tylenol) in the morning, and sometimes a couple more times throughout the day/evening for the nagging discomfort.
The breast itself feels better with a bra on. I wear a 100% cotton sports bra, 2 sizes bigger than usual, that closes in the front with 6 hooks and eyes. I only close the bottom 3, as the top is too much pressure on the breast tissue. At home, though, I've just been wearing a cotton tee shirt. Of course, I'm putting aloe vera on the radiation field, at least twice a day, if not more. It's a little itchy and prickly. I am mixing about equal parts of Fruit of The Earth 100% Aloe Vera Gel with Elta Cream. It makes a creamier base than just the aloe alone, and seems to be working well for me, so far.
I also have intermittent nausea underlying my general discomforts. I have the compazine and zofran leftover from chemo, and have used the compazine a couple of times.
I enjoy a nap, sometimes two; I usually rest for 30 minutes or so, but have slept an hour and a half once. That surprised me.
I have taken these pictures for myself, to photo-document the changes, and posted them to help ease other people's fear of this whole process. I hope it does. Let me know!! Thank you for stopping by.
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